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It's Tuesday...so what
9:04 a.m. 2004-07-13

Talked to M last night. It was weird. He sounded distacted and when I asked him he said no. Only to tell me a couple minutes later that he was playing PS2. Nice. I understand he's busy with work and all but when you call me, be considerate and talk to me. Don't be distracted by other things, especially a game. Before we hung up I told him to not be a stranger. We'll see what happens.

Talked to C last night as well. It was his first day at his new job. He's pretty sure he'll like it. I'm keeping him in my thoughts right now cause he's been through a lot. Spent a month in rehab for a cocaine habbit and is now getting his life back together. I feel bad for him cause his family isn't very supportive but I'm also proud of him because HE chose to get clean. There was no intervention, nothing. I knew something was going on but didn't know what. Then he disappeared for a month only to reappear all of a sudden with "I just got back from Virgina and a month in Detox". Talk about a hello.

Going out with one of the guys from work on Friday. I'm not sure what to classify it as. We've been talking about him getting a bike and chatting online in the evenings. I'm not looking to get involved with him. Can't do it cause we work together.

Ah yes, I have an appointment to day with the Thorasic Specialist. I get to find out what the next step will be since physical therapy hasn't helped. Wish me luck.



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