In one simple conversation everything that I thought I had achieved has been stripped away and I'm right back to where I started. I found out that my friend Leslie feels like I've used her. I tried to do the right thing by her and again, I screwed up. Maybe someone is trying to tell me something.
I hate to admit it but I am most likely going to file for bankruptcy in the next couple of weeks. I screwed up so badly it's not even funny. My parents are pissed at me and I don't know what to do anymore.
